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The Grey Again

I promise I will be less obnoxious about this very soon. Right now I am in “holy crap I really finished” mode.

The Grey Again is a 58 page book of photo manipulations and writing (true, mostly true, outright lies) from the last 10 years of my life. It contains mature content (nudity, language, sexual themes) so if you are faint of heart or a prude, please do not bother. By clicking the image above, you can enjoy a 15 page preview. If you enjoyed the preview, maybe you could purchase a copy.

My plan is to make a limited edition version of the book the way I originally wanted, which is hand bound. If the blurb version sells well, I will continue with this plan. So, please help me spread the word so I can do that!

I will leave you with what may be my favorite image from the book (for today).

(I’d like to thank Courtney S. & Michelle of Cynical Redhead Creations for taking time to view & help me edit my book. You guys rule. <3)

Twitter killed my blog (in 140 characters or less).

Clearly, I am not a writer.

Maybe this is how it is meant to be, I only update my blog every 50 or so days. To which I think, holy shit, it’s been 51 days since I last updated? Really?

Summer is in full swing, 100+ weather and all. I am not complaining, I promised myself during the ass-biting cold weather (for Georgia, that is) that I would not complain when summer made me want to get naked and jump in the Chattahoochee (which is gross, by the way). Five sentences into this post and I’m abusing the hell out of parenthesis. I’m VERY clearly not a writer.

So, it’s summer and my son is out of school until early-ish August. For some reason in this area, they make the kids go back to school during the hottest weeks of the year. It’s backward and kind of retarded, but hey, it’s Georgia and I’m not sure I would expect any less from this state. This year, we do not have access to a pool. It is killing me. I am a water baby. I love swimming, I love being in water. I’m ready to buy one of those baby pools and fill it with icy water and just lay in it. I am positive I will not care if I look like a short-bus special. Instead of swimming every day, my son has been riding his bike and skateboard. A few weeks ago he became very interested in skating. I’m one of those annoying moms who like to foster any kind of creativity or interest their children might have (except for, you know, blowing shit up, burning shit down and hurting people). So we bought him a nice skateboard, and he’s been having a blast learning how to use it and do tricks. This is AJ riding N’s skateboard, which weighs about as much as he does.

A couple weekends ago, we went camping at Red Top Mountain (in Cartersville, GA). It was so fun. Well, everything except the sleeping part was fun (crappy sleeping bags). And waking up to a tent roof covered in spiders is also not fun. Thankfully they were on the outside only. My husband and I consumed a lot of beer, I cooked much delicious food over a firepit, AJ and I did some swimming, and N. got to burn things, which he loves a lot. We plan on going again after Independence Day weekend.

I am very close to day 100 in my 365 project. I’m still really enjoying taking pictures every day, for the most part. Some days I lack ideas, other days I am overflowed with ideas. Somehow I manage to get one up a day, and I suppose that’s what matters. I tried to give myself some restrictions (30 days of black and white) and I failed miserably. No restrictions, no themes, just pictures. That is the deal from now on. Below you can enjoy some of my favorites from the last 50 days.


Click the image to see it large. uladee.com/365 OR flickr

And one more picture, because I am so totally self-centered and want you to see my new hair color. I’ve been lusting hard after pink hair again, so I dyed my hair dark brown and it ended up black and in a couple weeks I am adding big chunks of sexy pink yet again.

Maybe I will update here again before another 50 days is done. I cannot promise anything at all, but I will try. P.S. If you have twitter, perhaps you can find me there.

I love summer.

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Well hello.

It’s been awhile, but I’m still here.   Three days after my last blog post, I started the 365 project for a second time.  Today is my 57th day, and I’m still going strong.  The first time around, I just wasn’t into it like I am now.  Taking a picture every day has been incredibly challenging, but I have churned them out regularly for almost two months now and there’s no end in sight.  I have not thought about quitting once, and I am proud of myself for this. Below are my twelve most favorite shots so far.  If you’d like to keep track of my project you can check it out on flickr (where you can comment, note, etc), or a separate photoblog I keep on my own server – uladee.com/365, you can also comment here, at least I think you can… you never know with those things.  Below you can see 12 of my most favorite photos from the project.

You should be able to click it for larger, but perhaps not.  Just go to my flickr or uladee.com/365 to see them all.

So, what to talk about… this is why I have not blogged in nearly 2 months.  I have so much to say but really, no desire to say any of it.  I have not painted since I finshed 13 Secrets.  I was supposed to finish a painting for a friends baby, but I lost all inspiration to do so.  It’s still sitting on my drafting table waiting and waiting for me.

I’ve been slowly working on my next book, The Grey Again (renamed from Unsent Letters), but I have a hard time working on more than one project at once.    I’m not really sure when I will be done, but I will try to get it done as soon as I can.

In other news….

My friend E came for a visit last week.  I had not seen her since March 12, at her NA birthday.  I’m not fond of NA or the NA people, but I went for her.  It was nice, I guess.  Not my kind of thing, but good for her.  We spent two days taking pictures and hanging out.  You can see the pictures on uladee.com under “People”.  I’ll give you just one to view here, however.

And that is all.  I’m not a good blogger, but you probably already knew that.

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I think I drained the majority of my creative energy right out of me when I made 8 collages in less than two weeks.  I started a new project but have not gotten very far.  I have no idea why I have such huge project ideas, why I want to put together a 40 image/40 sets of text collective.  I have no idea why I do this to myself, other than I must really love a challenge.

So I am taking a little bit of a break, and focusing on absolutely nothing but living & loving.  I will be back when I have anything good to say.

xo’s